What Goes Into A Published Book

For anyone out there that is writing their first book, I wish you goo luck and many words! Not many people know how much goes into writing their own book. May it be a Bio, Fiction, or Non Fiction it takes 50,000 to 100,000 words to make a full novel. I never knew that till a friend of mine told me the know how. When I first heard that I thought that is not a mountain that I can't cross.

I started writing two in a half years ago, never thinking that my writing was awful, I wrote like a Country Hick! Laughable now yes, but when I do read some of my old work I think how awful I started out. To this day I still I don't think my work is that great, I like my own work, but I have many worries what other people will think of it once I start getting it out there for everyone to read.

I have always written Romance novels, they are always 25,000 words or less, so they are considered short stories, I hated the way it sounded but I do have two short stories that I love so much. I wrote them both to make a series but it turns out I put them together so they molded into one book. It is not published and I have no plans of publishing it, but it was fun to write. I have two books I plan to publish, hopefully this year, and sadly they will only be published through e-books {my mo thinks for my first books, its a good idea to publish small} hey lets of people have Kindles, and what not.

Though I plan to publish this year, there is still lots to plan. I have to send off my book to Library Of Congress, and they will let me know if my book is copyrighted or not. I will get in 3-6 months my certificate of copyrights, then I am ready to publish! I can't wait, though the nerves of wondering if my book is good enough is quite stressing!

I have many dreams at night about what if my book turns a corner and someone wants to turn it into a show, or movie. I have the cast all picked out, as I always do when I write a book, it makes it easier to write a book when you have certain people that you want to see in it. The picture below are two people that I would love to see if my book turned into a movie. Richard Armitage from The Hobbit, and Evangeline Lilly from Lost. They are both such strong actors that bringing my movie to life would be awesome. Sadly for no they are just dreams, but hey a girl can dream!

I will share a little part of my book. It is a Mystery/Thriller/Murder Mystery all in one, it is my first of this kind of story line, it took me a year to perfect it, but I can safely say it is nearly done Whisper's Among The Pines is nearly complete! I hope you enjoy a little tidbit of my book, and I hope you all can read it later this year!

EXPERT OF WHISPER'S AMONG THE PINES:
''Carl?'' the man in black said sounding hurt.
''Yeah?''
''Carl, I think you're abusing what I gave you. I don't think I like this one bit. Honey step out for a bit please'' the man said handing the women a hundred-dollar bill. They stepped out, leaving the men alone. The man in black stood up and walked over to the curtain and closed it. Not that it helped much since it was sheer, but no one was going to mind two men in a private room.
He walked over to Carl from the behind and bent down to his level. He wrapped his arms around Carl and put his mouth close to the right ear. He smiled a devilish smile and started to whisper into Carl's ear. As he finished he stood back up and listened to the most beautiful music that he had heard all night. The sound of Carl gasping and gurgling for life was intoxicating to the man in black. he had gotten rid of the person who abused him, he used the money for greed, when he should have left town. Carl didn't know who he was up against. The man in black had to get rid of the pocket knife he had used to cut open Carl's throat from ear to ear with. He knew that one of the girls would be arriving back soon for another fix from Carl. He took a cloth napkin from the table and wiped some of the blood from his hands. He then stuck the napkin into his jeans pocket, so to make sure no evidence would be left behind. He looked over to Carl who bent his head back from death. He looked over to the blood spatter on the curtains in front of him.

Weekend Full Of Old Movies

Now I know an old movie means black and white, the guy dips the girl for a kiss that lingers ever so long it makes you uncomfortable, but in my case I love the other kind of old movies. I have been hooked on Predator, the very first one, not the one where Adrian Brody is totally ripped and a total badass. No I am talking the original with Arnold. I used to pretend when I was a kid {now I am going to totally embarrass myself in this but I have to say it anyways} I would pretend in the backyard that I was Jesse Ventura with my machine gun looking for the hidden creature in my dads trees. Though my Jesse Ventura didn't die! Predator is like the original Aliens, I mean come on they were the first, like ''The Thing'' the remade that and though it wasn't bad, it still wasn't the same. I think what they should have done was gotten Kurt Russells son Wyatt to play his part instead of a woman. There will never be another Aybss or Predator, or even another Aliens. You can't help but watch the originals. I grew up with these movies, and I was a horror movie buff since a little child.

Child's Play. Oh man don't get me started on that. I watched that movie over and over and over again as a child. Call me disturbed but I always got nightmares, always stayed awake when I should have been tucked in my bed at night. I was one of those wimpy kids when slept with a night light. Ew now that I think of that I think ''Wow what a wuss!'' Now in the comfort of my home, I can safely say I don't sleep with a night light anymore, yet I won't watch a scary movie without someone else with me, or during the day! Anyways Child's Play is yet another fav of mine, but then they made Chucky get married, have a kid, and I hear rumors going around that he is coming back for a remake. The first and third was the only good ones, didn't like the second one where the kid went to Military school, that was stupid. I hope that when they make Chucky again, they don't go over board and make Chucky go to space or something stupid like that.

Aliens, not to be mistaken for Alien the first movie. I don't like the first one as much as the second one. That thing was nasty, and there are people in this world that dream of talking to UFO's, I say ''HELL NO'' if that is what they look like. I mean come on people, we don't know whats out there in space, lets just leave it alone, or else we are going to be making a whole lot of Aliens upset and they will rain down on our world, then Miss Weaver is going to have to put on her tighty whiteys just to save our sorry asses.

All in all the oldie horror movies are still the best, they will remain that way forever. I am going to be having a oldie weekend, watching Predator to start the weekend off!! Its going to be an awesome 1980's horror film fest at my house! Bring on the popcorn, and loud machine guns blasting through the house!! Woo Hoo!!

Paul Walker Tribute

So how many of you MTV Movie Award lovers watched them on Sunday night? Yes catching fire was the big winner and if you haven't seen it, sorry spoilers!! I think the most touching moment was when some of the cast of Fast And The Furious paid tribute to our beloved Paul Walker. It is still not believable that he is gone, he left us far to early, and even though his movies will be here I still can not wrap my head around that he will no longer be making movies any longer. I send thoughts and prayers to his family and daughter, at least there is still a piece of him still walking around this earth. I hope his daughter grows up to be just like him. He was to awesome for words, and that California accent, yup he was a great man! *Sniff Sniff* he will always be in our hearts.I recently saw a movie with him in it, and though his new movie will be hitting theaters soon, you all have to see the movie Vehicle 19. It a really good movie about:

Vehicle 19:
The film takes place in Johannesburg, South Africa. The main hero of the film is an American citizen Michael (Walker), who was recently released from prison on parole, once free, immediately is sent on a far-away journey to meet his beloved. Caught in a strange city, Michael becomes the target of a massive police manhunt after inadvertently picking up a rental car with a female whistle blower tied up in the trunk. In the confusion, he decides to leave the car at the dump, but suddenly the phone rings. He is asked to continue on. Later, she tells Michael that she was abducted and is meant to be to killed - she knew too much about the involvement of local police in the criminal business. Now, as the police attempt to silence the woman before she can testify about the city's rampant corruption, the ex-con who just regained his freedom must defend her life, and clear his own name.

And even though I am sure you all think I give this movie a thumbs up because you think I am favoring Paul, well think again, I see movie he is in, and lets just face it, he does really great work. His love for cars even comes through this movie, also making this movie in Africa is such a turn for him it was nice to see. Very good movie, go see it, go buy it, or like myself just stare at him on the cover! 

His new movie Brick Mansions is his second to his last film, so sad to hear that but it is true, Fast And Furious 7 will be out this summer and you will all find out what just happens to Brian O'Connor. I little hint on Brian is that it is a happy ending for him rather than sitting there, and you all be crying. I believe a lot of people will be going to see the last Fast And Furious movie, and yes I do believe this will be the last, there will never be another couple like Paul and Vin, they just worked so well together, even the great American Dad tv show thought so!! lol!! It will be the hit of the summer of 2014, and the most emotional...Mostly for the woman!! You can believe me, I will be there to see it, and the first to let you know how it was. Dear Paul, your always in our hearts, never to be forgotten, taken far to early from us. We love you!

Newbie Hollywood Icons Of The Future

So there are still Newbie Hollywood it people that you will all be soon googling their names. I assume that they are going to be guys and girls that will make an impact on Hollywood, and hopefully they will not disappoint with their personal lives aside from their acting. Even though he is a acting Legend, Kevin Bacon has lived a very quiet life with his lovely Kyra Sedgwick, and they are still keeping a very low profile, but also they don't live in Hollywood either, maybe that helps. I think these old and newcomers can learn a thing or two about Kevin Bacon,Adam Sandler, and Julia Roberts about living a quiet life outside the Hollywood lifestyle. It has done them good, and the best part we enjoy them more when we don't see them so much in the magazines, of course if we didn't see them in the magazines, then the Paps wouldn't have a job, and the writers would be out of a job to. So in that case its a win, lose situation. Anyways here are some up and coming new actresses that I think will be blowing up Goggle, and Twitter alike. Enjoy!

Halston Sage:
This girl has the potential like Rachel Mcadams, she even looks a bit like her. She has made her acting debut in Grown-Ups 2 with her lovely smile. You can find her on Twitter, of course I followed her as soon as I found out she is a horse lover, horse lovers stick together. I would love to do an interview with her for my blog to get an eye sight on her Fashion outlooks. She has greats tyle, not to over the top, and not to under dressed. I like girls like this because they don't try to hard and their outfits just come out great! Style tip number one, don't try to hard and you will come out looking like this! Great Job Halston, look forward to your movies and hope you go far with your acting career. You can also find Halston Sage on the hit new NBC show Crisis on Sunday's 10/9 central.

Kacey Musgraves:
She is being called the new Taylor Swift of 2014. Her style is young and fresh, not super skinny style like Taylor Swift. Kacey shows off color and whimzy with her fashions, you don't think she can pull something off and then shocks you with her runway style. She has a a great attitude and great eye for fashion. I hope she goes far with her singing. There is even rumors going around that Taylor Swift is a little worried that Kacey is mvoing fast though Taylor's old stomping grounds on Country Singing, there is even gossip that Taylor is feuding with her, but I don't believe the hype, its just all gossip....Right? Anyways can't wait to see what and how far Country Music will take the their new sweetheart!! Hopefully far.

Marie Avgeropoulos:
Now this gal is a little to fresh for me. I have only seen her on the new tv show The 100 and so far she is making herself be heard by dating the lovely werewolf we all know and love Taylor Lautner. She seems to know her way around fashion and I think she is the next Nina Dobrev, forgive me if I spelled that wrong. The 100 is doing well I hear from tv talk gossip so I think she will be around for awhile. She is just now stepping into the limelight so she will defentily be one to look out for. Its so nice to see more Brunettes breaking into Hollywood!!

Kim Kardashian The Woman, The Myth, But Hopefully Not A Legend

Now I know most of you out there in the world adore Kim K, but I am not one of those people. I do not hate her, I do not dislike her, I just simply hate seeing her and her family in every magazine. I had stopped reading my favorite magazine Us Weekly just because they put her in there to much. I am sick of the stupid things she takes pictures of { cue the butt pics, and selfies} its enough already and I on't know about all of you, but I am over it, she is over rated. I mean I know Miley Cyrus is annoying with her outfits, but at least she doesn't take pics of her lady parts all the time. I mean are you that in love with yourself that you have to post all over Twitter so that you can get applauds from fans? You can get applauds from your fans in other ways other than showing off your lady parts. You can still look hot in a bikini, just not wearing one that is two sizes too small for you. I think what really gets me is that she wore that bikini {see below} knowing that people were going to take her picture so that she could get in the magazines yet again. Its gross and I have had about enough of it already. Put some clothes on Kim K, some real clothes that actually cover up your mommy body, oh yeah and maybe start being more of a mother than sitting around on the beach trying to look hot. Your a mom so act like it!

Now I know I am going to get a strong letter from her mother because her mother has to put a say in everyone that has something negative about her kids. I get that, but please, I see plenty of great moms out there in the Celeb world that wear bikini's and still know how to dress themselves, Kim K just must be the weird dressed one I have ever seen. I have only seen Kim wear one thing that I approve of {see below} it was fitting for her, still made her look sexy, but not over the top that made her look over done like she always looks. Pretty sad that this is the only outfit that has ever made me do a double take on the dress. If I could tell her to wear a certain color it would have to be White. White looks good on her because of her long black hair, and dark skin. White tones you down, but it also makes her look slim. I think she should wear more white to make her look lean, and a little more mature. She looks most of the time that she is in limbo with her fashion, almost like a Gemini that makes up her mind way to much!

Now the photo's of her on the beach was the last straw for me. I wanted so bad to write to Us Weekly, and tell them to stop putting her in the Magazines looking like that. Its gross, not all of us are a fan of her rear end. I don't want to see that, I am done with her ''Body Issues'' you are who you are and your not going to change. She really needs to accept who she is, get comfy in her own skin, then maybe she will be able to find clothes that fit her well. She has so much potential that it sickens me when she wears things that do not make her a fashion icon. Stop trying to be a Kate Middleton, and be your own person, because at the end of the day, your daughter will end up dressing just like you. I think little baby North might have a chance, maybe she will dress like her Aunt Khloe or maybe Kendell. Those two girls do know how to dress themselves I will have to admit that.

I know I might get backlash for this blog, but come on there has to be other people out there that are just over Kim K, we just want to see some fresh new faces, and it doesn't have to be over the top like Lady Gaga, or drinking problems like Zac Efron. No. Bring on new fashion gals, that has to be girls out in the Celeb world that we haven't seen, or that we over look because we are to busy looking at what Kim K is wearing {and making fun of}. I have a few newbies that need a second look at, but that is for another blog a little later!! Next blog I am going to throw a few newbie Celebs that need a second look at for the up and coming new fashionista's that we are going to be watching for in the future. Don't worry people, there are still actresses that are slowly making there way onto the red carpets, and when they make a name for themselves you are going to be glad your in the know about them!! Till then, Kim K......Please start dressing a little nicer for your daughters sake....PLEASE!!! Oh and Us Weekly could maybe not put the Kardashian family in your magazine so much....Maybe then I will start reading your Magazine again!!

I'm Baaaacccckkkk!!

Ok so after taking some time off and getting my head together {lots of things have been spurring in my head} taking some much needed time off, and finally rethinking my blog and book, I can happily say that I am finaly back to my old self, and that no one is going to be bringing me down. I was having some ruff times that I don't want to bore you all with, but it had to do with some personal differences that I just couldn't make myself forget, so I took time off, Rethought my writing, and do you know what? Its just what I needed. Ok enough of that, lets get down to some Celebrity Gossip shall we? Lots of yummy stuff has been going on, plus tomorrow I am going to blow up on Kim Kardashian and he STUPID fashion, and why she needs to rethink her wardrobe, and maybe get out of the limelight for a little while!

So who has been following the most cutest baby in the whole world? Little Baby Prince George is the most adorb's baby I have ever seen. He is so chubby, and yummy that you want to turn into your grandma and pinch his cute little chubby cheeks. I think he looks a lot like his father, he has got his face for sure, but yet he gets his wonderful {little bt of hair} brown hair from his mother. Let's just hope that he isn't going to be bald early in life like his father, his mommy has such beautiful hair that it would be a shame if he didn't take after her on that. Price George is by far a cutey, but yet he seems like such a happy little boy, and well dressed if you ask me. He is not over the top dressed in things that are pricey, he is dressed well like his mother.

Kate Middleton, although the press and Paps need to quit getting in her face because I am getting a little tired of seeing the family everywhere, and I am sure they want a little peace for once, but like Princess Diana, they are going to follow Kate everywhere, for goodness sakes they have a pic of her running.....Just jogging, what is that? Oh well, she knew the outcome when she said yes to marrying William, she knows how to handle herself quite well. She still has such fashion sense even after having a little boy, and even traveling around the world with her little bundle of joy, and still handsome husband. I have brought her up in my blog more than once, and that is because she is someone that every girl can look up to. She has grace, knows how to dress well, and she is not over the top with her fashion. In a way her style will go down in history, not to mention who she is, but I think her fashion will be the topper for her when she is in her 80's.

Yes indeed the Duke,Duchess, and there handsome Prince are a family to continue to watch, just for their good looks, and wonderful fashion. The next story is about the other Prince, what does every think about Prince Harry? Do you think there is going to be another wedding that will happen? And if so, will it be in the near future or later down the lines? I believe that he will marry, but I still don't think he is ready. I think after seeing his brother become a father, become a family man, it has changed Harry, but I still think he is still carrying on the way he likes it, no pressure. In the end I can only hope they give them all a little more space, even though we all love seeing them in the news all the time, we still want nothing but the best for them, I can only wish that the press slows down on hunting them down so much for that picture perfect moment of them.

Well I got to close for now, I wanted to write something down, and I know its nothing much, but I didn't want everyone to stop reading my blog!! I hope there is someone out there in the wonderful world of the internet that is reading my blog and liking it!! \Still no comments but the traffic that comes in here is great!! Alright its late and I have to get to work on my book before I get to tired to not write!! Till tomorrow where I grill Kim K!! Can't wait!!Goodnight Sweet Prince!!

New Country Band Charlie Rodgers Band Is Coming To My Blog!!

Hey there folks, so its no joke that I love me some Country music, grew up with it since the age of 13 {that was the age I was when my family got their first horse}. I love the classics, George Strait,Tim Mcgraw, and of course Faith Hill. I mean come on, they were the first before Taylor Swift started singing about every love she ever had. Tim Mcgraw and Faith Hill where the first to start singing about their love story. Yup the good ole days, but that doesn't mean we can't make room for new up and coming great new singers of today!

Now what I am about to tell you all, this has been a dream of mine to do an interview with any kind of Celebrity, and I am in the works with a few others, just have to get in contact with them, but the first on my list that will be doing a interview with me, here on my blog is new Country band Charlie Rodgers Band, if you don't listen to Country music well you better just listen to them so you know who I will b interviewing!! I am super excited and I hope you all will be joining me in two weeks with the group that are soon to be chart toppers in no time. Its almost like a feeling like I will be interviewing a up and coming Taylor Swift, thats how big they are going to become in Country Music, I just know it!!

No set date just yet, but it will be in two weeks, the interview, so gear up and hope you are all looking forward to my interview with Charlie Rodgers Band!! Yee Haw!!

You Should All Watch This

Everyone, this is near and dear to my heart. Please watch this, say a pray for all of our other troops, and give a prayer to the fallen ones. Click on the link below:

http://www.people.com/people/article/0,,20803546,00.html#vid

You will know why this is so dear to my heart. My father is a Marine. Any story that comes up like this, I must post. My father is Marine, A Solider, A Viking, The Few, The Proud, The Marines. Love you Dad, blessed for everyday you are here with us, and we don't say this enough, Thank you for Serving Your Country. We love you!!!!

Playing Matchmaker For The Celebrites

You know how some Celebs make the awful choice in a partner and your like ''Oh Hell No!!'' they could have done better right? Yeah well I have decided that I would be their pretend Matchmaker, show them who the right people are for them, some are looking right in their face, some are just so self involved that can't see that the person that they are with, are just plain no good. Its all written in the stars, you just have to see who is your right fit!

Liam Neeson and Michelle Dockery:
I saw these two at a luncheon together, and though ''Oh my lord, perfect fit'' they just have that look to them that they just look great together. We all know the horrible loss Liam had went through 5 years ago, losing his wife must have been the worst days of his life, it was such a sad day, even to this day it is a sad thing. Yet I saw him in an interview, he is not a serial dater like some would be after losing their other half. To me he is a true man, he loved his wife so much, even after 5 years aftet his loss he still very much loves her. If he ever decides to go out there and date again, I think he should try for Michelle, she is classy, funny, and she just knows how to carry herself, she I think is a perfect fit for him. They would be very cute together!

Zac Efron and Taylor Schilling:
Now here is another couple that has worked together, yet after the year Zac has been having, I think it would be fitting for him to have a very grounded, very well put together person. Taylor is just a all around American girl from Boston {correct me if I am wrong but I believe that she is from Boston or around that area}. He needs someone who is going to help him with his ongoing problems with drinking. He needs someone who is willing to put him in hs place, yet stand by him when he hits rock bottom, and there would be those days. He needs someone who isn't going to give up on him, push him when he needs it, and we all forget just how young he sitll is, but a little young to be having a drinking problem, but yet we are talking Hollywood, they all start so young with drinking etc. We all have problems Zac so don't worry we all want to see you do well, and you still have a major fanbase! Either pick Taylor {or someone like her who is very grounded} or get it over with and get with Ashley Tisdale!

Tom Brady and Gisele:
If there was one couple I could change, if would have to be this one. Tom is my families favorite player/team and seeing him with a model has not done him well. He might have 2 huge houses, a slim to no body weight wife but let me tell you, we Boston fans are huge believers of Jinx, and Gisele is. Tom has gotten so close to going to the Superbowl, but yet he just can't seem to smoke that cigar just yet, maybe if he ditched the wife, we could see another Superbowl ring on his finger. I hate believing in Jinx's but it runs in the blood. Another thing against them, the stars, the stars just don't show for them, sorry people who are a fan of these two but I just think she is a Jinx, she might be pretty, but pretty don't win the game. I wouldn't care who he picked, just stay away from the models, there is a reason Leonardo ditched her!!

Well that is for now, if anyone one of you who reads this has a Celeb couple you would like to see together, let me know, I want to know who you all would like to see together!! I find Celeb Matchmaking very fun!!

Noah

Noah. Well I feel the need to vent about this movie. I have yet to go see it, but the previews have not caught my eye. For one, no one will ever really know the real story of Noah. I am sure are plenty of you going to see it this weekend, but I feel they didn't get the right man to play him. I look at Russell Crowe and see a young, very well tanned Noah. When in drawings, and painting of the Original Noah he was a pale, older, grey haired, and not to forget the fact that he was very thin man.

On the other hand we have Russell Crowe. A well groomed, well tanned, and for sure well feed Noah. He looks like he ate all the food before it got on the Ark. I am not bashing Russell Crowe by all means, its just that they should have picked an older man to play the part, but its what pulls the ratings, and fans into the theater. Russell Crowe is a perfect actor, just not for this part. I see a man like Charlton Heston {even though he has since passed I know that} someone in that image to play Noah. I am sure there is a man out there, some actor out there that looks like that, but it was not up to me to make that kind of decision on who to play that part.

I look at the movie ''The Hunger Games'' those actors took their part very seriously. Liam Hemsworth even lost weight to play the part of ''Gale.'' In the days of Noah, it was very hard to live, food was very hard to come by, so why is it that only the women in the movie look the most starved?

Oh well I guess we shall never know the mystery of the movies. We will never know why they pick certain people to play certain parts. Kinda like Kristen Stewart of ''Bella'' in Twilight,'' now I know most girls right know say yes, but then there are the other half that love her as ''Bella.'' We are our own critic, we love going to the movies to decide if that actor/actress fulfilled our every desire in the movies. I know I am sure to get a few replies to this blog post due to people saying how much they loved ''Noah'' like I said, I am honest to the point where it is a fault, I only have seen the previews, I am not saying I went out, saw the movie, when I really didn't, that would be total false advertisment and I am not going to do that to you all!! Promise. I plan on seeing ''Noah'' but only when it hits Direct Tv, when it plays for free! Its just not a movie I would go pay to go see, even when the movie tickets are so out of price range that it breaks the bank just going!

Oh well take it how you will. Take me bashing ''Noah'', take me bashing the very well talented Russell Crowe {but to tell you all the truth, we would all much see him more in a Gladiators suit than a Noah robe} hope you all don't mind the movie review, just had to put my point out there, just enjoying being a movie critic for a bit.

Feeling Outed/Just Myself

Ever have those days where you just can't get things going, you can't really think, you can't really try anything because it just doesn't feel right? Well I have been feeling that way lately. I haven't written on my Blog due to feeling BLAH, I can't really put my finger on why I feel that way or why, but it has just been one of those weeks where I just don't feel myself, and I don't feel like writing anything.

 I know one reason as to why I feel this way. You know when a love just doesn't fit? You know how you know deep down that you can never talk to that person because they just don't know, or care who you are? I had been bitten by a love bug so hard that I felt like I had a weird connection with him. I felt like every time I saw him, I felt like I had known him for years, like he was a long lost friend. I had tried talking to him, talked to him maybe once, and it wasn't even really a convo, it was more like I told a joke and he responded. That was it. I couldn't understand the connection I felt around him, maybe in a past life {yes I believe in those} I knew him, maybe we were connected in the past life in some way. A long lost friend like I had said.

I have a weird ability to read people. I can see who they really are just by talking to them, or looking at their eyes. I get feelings around them, either it be bad or good, I get vibes off of them, weird yes, and I don't blame you if you stop reading this blog post right this minute because its a Heart-To-Heart blog post. Some people have dark pasts, I can feel them, some people try to hard, I can sense that, and some people with just a simple smile can tell me everything.

There was a beautiful older lady going into a store in a mobile scooter, as she passed me, she smiled and said hello, right at that very moment, I knew she was a sweet hearted person. Kind by just the smile on her face. I know I'm a weirdo but I can read people I swear, and I am glad I can finally put my senses to good use. I know how to use them, I know that I have a good sense of judgement, and I hope for it to stay with me.

After having these senses, I am glad to have them, but yet not to understand why I feel such a connection with a certain someone is still a huge mystery to me. I still to this day can not figure it out. Maybe one day I can find out what it all means, but for now he will remain a mystery. As some say ''Sometimes we are not meant to understand certain things in this world, or the next'' and I believe that they are right. I may never understand why or how.

So to end this blog, I just wanted to get my blues out, just yell to the world, get it out of my system, and to tell you all the truth, I feel actually much better! Can that be possible? Maybe writing is like therapy. Well I think I should do this more often. I also don't think that I help matters by bypassing my crushes profile ever so often, then when I see he is going to be doing something fun, or something with his gal, I think ''Ah damn look how much fun he has'' or ''I wish that was me on his arm'' oh well it will never happen. I just hope I can finally get back to my work on my blog, get back to my happy-go-lucky self, and just forget about my crush forever. I just kinda want to move on from him now, now if I could just follow those words and do it, but to tell you all the truth on the matter, its not that easy to forget about him, he is just that awesome, and wonderful,and beautiful.....See what I mean? I mean come on, I am trying to forget about the Bastard and then he pops in my head again!! Oh well wish me luck on trying to move on....I mean like the movie title goes ''He's Just Not That Into You'' I shall keep that in my mind....And keep replaying it like a OneRepublic record!! Later for now everyone....Peace!

Miley Cyrus Is A Good Mom...To Her Animals

It is such a sad day when a pet leaves this earth, I had to write this blog post because I am a Mommy to a little Yorkie that I love so dearly, and with the story of Miley Cyrus's beloved dog Floyd who passed away yesterday, it broke my heart for her.

Yes we all have our differences with Miley but this is such a heart wrenching story that I even shed a tear for her loss. Dogs {or any animal} is like the missing children we are yet to either have, or never have. I am a mother of two {Yes my animals are my missing children} I own a orange Tabby that means the world to me, he is so loving and caring in every way, but yet he is such a baby at the same time. I can't imagine what Miley feels right now, it does feel like your whole heart has been ripped out, and torn to shreds. I wish her a speedy recovery, and to let her know that Floyd is in Happy Dog Heaven.

May we all take a moment of silence for Floyd, and send him prayers, and prayers to his Mommy. He looked like he was the love of her life, and I am sure he was. If I lost my Sammy Girl, I would lose my head, cry every single day, and never come out of the house. Such a loss to never find that love again, they have their own kind of way of showing you that they love you, and yet we might never find that kind of love again, there are plenty other dogs in the world who just wish they would get adopted. I even urged my older sister to adopt older cats, they need homes to!

As I had urged my Sister to adopted older pets, I urge you all to look into older pets. Even if they are 15 years old at the ASPCA they still need love, they don't deserve to spend their last days, years, even weeks in a tiny cage, to never feel that warm,caring home around them. So go out today, find a pet that just gives you those warm feelings, those happy puppy eyes { and yes even older dogs have puppy eyes} pick someone out, give them love, show them what they have been missing for far to long. Show them, if they came from an a abusive home, that there are still good people in the world. Show them, love them, and hug them any chance you can. Because every pet, every person deserves to feel that warm, loving feeling. Give your loved ones a tight hug, let them know just how much you love them all, no matter human, or pet children. Miley Cyrus, I send you prayers for your loss.

Miranda Kerr On Dating After Orlando

Seeing Orlando Bloom's marriage fall apart like every other Hollywood romance was some what not a total shocker when the news broke out. So what are these lovely people up to these days. Orlando has since went into hiding since the break up, but has since reappeared for very few interviews. He is busy being a Daddy to their nearly 4 year old son, which is understandable since it sounds like Miranda is having a little to much fun being a parent free,husband free lifestyle.

I can understand that being married for three years, then having a son wasn't really her plan, but yet why have such an adorable little boy, when you still want to play. My Mom always taught us kids, that if we wanted to be parents, it was going to be a forever thing. Sure go out, have fun, let loose, but not all the time. I am not saying Miranda is doing that, but in a recent interview for GQ magazine she did say that ''I am dating, and loving it'' that is fine, but she not once mentioned her son. The only thing she did gloat about, was how she would date either gender. I am just looking on the Son's point of view for when he gets older, and the antics that some parents posses.

One day he will grow up, he will see his mother on the front of GQ magazine of her naked body, yes she is fit, and very free with showing off her body, but she should think of little Fin's future to. It is kinda like when a Celebrity names their child a funny name, do they know how they will get picked on? How does Miranda know that Fin won't get picked on for having a nude mother on the front of a magazine? At least he has his father looking out for him, he is a little boy, and I am sure that one day Orlando will tell him all about girls, for now I hope he stays the cute little boy that he is. I hope he has a wonderful life with his parents, and I hope one day both Miranda and Orlando both find love, but this time it will be forever. I am just a person that tries to look at the children's point of view,and yes this is just an opinion, my own opinion.

Fashion Icons For Every Girl

It is rare nowadays to find the right,perfect fashion icons. Such sad day when girls {and even women} want to dress like outlandish Miley Cyrus. There are some few and far between that still hold that classy look, and sometimes the look of romance, that every woman and girl can look up to. Don't worry ladies, there are still actresses out there that still have  that sophistication we all thrive for. Let me show you some great looks {even if they are a little out of date} they still hold the great look we all can wear.

Blake Lively:
She has a look of total effortless. She can throw together layers for winter, skinny jeans and tee for the spring, or my personal favorite look a Maxi Skirt with tank top, and lets not forget those great looking Aqua heels for the summer. That look for the summer because we all want to stay cool, nothing says comfort and coolness like a flowy skirt, and light colored tank top. Blake is like the ''Carrie Bradshaw'' of ''Today Land.'' I am sure her ideas for day-to-day looks came from her days on ''Gossip Girl'' well it payed off and she was a great learner for taking those fashions do's for us all to follow. In the end I have to give her the ''Effortless'' award. Whenever I see her in a everyday outfit, I just gawk with fashion jealousy, do you not agree?

Kate Beckinsale:
Now Kate Beckinsale, I have to  mention her because she was my fashion icon from the early age of 15. I wanted to dress like her, have her hairdos {and yes there was a hairstyle that I copied from her with red highlights}, she was the one person I wanted to be just like. Every dress she wore on the red carpet to wearing everyday clothes, her look was spot on, and even though we don't see much of her today, her looks are still very much alive through the wonderful world of the internet. I sometimes google a look of hers and see what I can come up with in my closet. I can thank her for giving me the fashion bug, she is the reason I have to see what every lady is wearing on the red carpets, sometimes I even judge the men, and on how they look, just because they all have to wear a suit doesn't mean that all suits look the same! Back to Kate Beckinsale, there was one outfit that still is burned into my brain, one day I would love to own the whole outfit, but yet I don't know who it was made by or what year she wore it, but it was an outfit that you could wear anywhere. Out for lunch, out on a first date, or even just shopping with cute black flats. The shoes she wore also were the bomb! Loved those! So the fitting award for Kate Beckinsale is ''Most Favorite Style Icon Ever'' she will always be my favorite style icon.

Adele:
This woman oozes sex appeal with her black dresses. She surprises me every time I see her. Her go to style is of course black, but I have to say seeing her in red was just as perfect for her as any other color. What color I would love to see her in is Green, her eyes would pop, and the color of her hair would just be perfect backdrop for that color. He dresses always have the same attitude as her, and thats what I love about her. She has the ''I don't give a damn'' care in the world and so do her dresses, she is a true inspriation for every woman, and I think we all should give her looks a second look. She embraces the look of Mommy, kick ass, and don't forget classic. She is more than just a wonderful singer, she is a style icon to watch out for. I loved the fact that she wore that beautiful red dress at the Grammy's, it was so unexpected I think I even asked my Mom ''Did she wear black?'' and when the answer came back to now, I was shocked. It fit her, she looked lovely, and I believe she will always have that certain ''Adele'' look. It is her own and she totally rocks it! Thats why I love her look so much. So I give the ''Kick-Ass'' award to her, because I think she will be surprising us more and more as she gets older. She can only get even more bolder, and I just can't wait!

I hope you give these iconic woman another look, go onto Google and check out some of their best hit style looks, then go into your closet and see what you have. Now you might not have the same clothes as them, but you can do a lot of different looks with jeans and a plain white tee. Switch it up with an awesome scarf, or beautiful cuff, make your clothes your own, but also with a little help of your favorite actress. Don't tell anyone but I have started a nice little collection of Kate Middleton clothes, now they might not be what she wore, but they are the same patterns, and same colors.